james is out of my life
he threatened to kill josh
1. cuz josh is a cop
2. cuz i had sex with him
3. anger issues

then he threatened me into hanging out with him.. so i said fuck it, go to my parents bout w/e you want, ill be sure they take my side. so im hopefully changing my number today
im tired of this bullshit and he has gone too far
you dont threaten me and then expect me to talk to you still

so bout wed ago i started dating a dude named john, last friday he broke up with me, accused me of cheating, lying, and using him
saturday he said he was sorry and begged me back, wrote and sung me a song
all i said was "im sick, ill tty bout it later"
he got mad and accused me of giving him "the clap"
talk about some crazy shit
for the record, im clean
he probably got it from fuckin his best friends mom

and
adam is back in my life
he is single but not looking and i have a goal right now to try and get back with him to see if it would of worked out
but if i meet a great guy before it happens and adam wont budge then im taking my chances with the new guy
but i seriously doubt that will happen cuz when i dont look, i dont meet anyone